MY STORY

I can tell you, how it feels
When your eyes don't blink
Your heart doesn't beat
Your soul doesn't comfort your body.

Cz I am the great victim of it
I am the victim of loneliness
That loneliness makes me unconscious
That unconscious blow my mind.

My mind that was full of your clothes
My mind that was full of your lipsticks
My mind that was full of your pointed shoes
My mind that was made up of your 36-24-36 figured body.


Body with curves 
Body with edges
Really now my mind denies
But heartbeat raise
Raise that your smell is only the scent that I want to smell
Your taste is only the taste that I want to taste
Your body is only the one that is not fade
Fade from my veins
Fade from my artery
Fade from my heart.


I can tell you, how it feels
When you are crawling like a man, who has no hands and legs
But voice like there is nothing
Nothing is in your heart
Nothing is going wrong with your brain.


I can tell you how it feels
When you are crying in the dark
In order to overcome the laughter moment of last

I can tell you, how it feels
When you are fighting like a Boogeyman
Building up your body with every single piece of your crushed heart
Ground heart, Exploded heart.


I can also tell you, how it feels
When you smile like a handsome dude
But the reality is fake!!!
Fake smile with your original teeth
Original teeth expose by your fake lips.

I can tell you my story
That starts with S and ends with S
Or     
You can also say that it has no beginning cuz I have not started yet________?



But this is the end of MY STORY......


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